I remember lying on the grass in the park by the ocean with you, and how wonderful it was, because it was the first time you made me feel really secure that I could lie there with you and not have to worry how close I was to you. And I know this is important because it was something that meant so much that I wanted to remind you of it by recreating it, which I learned was something that one can't do.

It's been one of those months that's long and short at the same time.